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what if i were emo?

by dirtagnan

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Hedge Fund Husbandry What do you say? Are you here or have you gone away? I’m in Brick Lane. Always somewhere in between. Tell me the truth Is belief just another thing you do? Even if it’s just a mood, That’s something you can hope into. What do you say? Are you here or have you gone away? I’m in Brick Lane. Always different, But somehow always just the same. Stay the whole night through? Just so long as I don’t get used to you.
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User Poll 02:04
User Poll 1 of users Learned to hide their feelings. 2 percent of users Have accepted that you’re leaving. 3 percent of users Never trusted you. 4 percent of users Can’t handle the truth. 5 percent of users Believe in their redemption 6 percent of users Cannot make a living 6 percent are raving 8 percent are slaving 9 percent of users Haven’t got no savings. Such a lot users. Too too many users.
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Dream Big 01:58
Dream Big Sweet life And cowering spaces Everywhere you go. Cowered into the grandest. I’m about to let you know How you can change Your way of living. Change everything you know. Come on, subscribe to me, darlin’. Subscribed to you now here we go. Dream big. Dream bigger. Whoever dreams the biggest Dreams themselves the sickest ticket. Trust me, We’re getting closer. Today just might be the day. Trust me, We’re on the verge Of something beautiful in a major way. If not major, then at least a minor victory. Time to get blown up, baby. Time to get blown up with me. Dream big. Dream bigger. Whoever dreams the biggest Dreams themselves the sickest ticket (of all).
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The Empire of Signs Hang in, Hang out. Hands off my hand out! White shirt, White shoes. My hangover Lives in you. Safety in numbers; I get manic slumbers: Fleeting, defeating, All through the evening. Token resistance. Broken forgiveness. Hang a little sign above. Says you’re unfamiliar with love.
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Rage Quit 01:24
Rage Quit I get along with The gamer’s organ Could get along with Some fame-less fortune. Can deal with the rules But not the borders. I get along with The gamer’s organ. I get along with The gamer’s organ Can deal with the shame But not the deportment Can deal with the blame But not the torture. Not really sure where my disorder ends. Shut it off and start again. Are you outraged, or rage quitting?
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Wanstead Blues Dream big baby. Maybe stay asleep. There’s a note, But it’s not for me. Can I hear you sing along with me? Sing along in Wanstead. Sing along the Wanstead blues. Singing what you wanted; What I wanted maybe more than you. Falling down Or am I falling off? Falling Water on the falling rocks. Gets written down, Then gets written off. I said it all. And I meant a lot. Glass of gin: Fill it to the brim. Fill it up, and fill it again. Killers came. The killers went. The killers killed And they’ll kill again. Dream big, That’s what they say. Dream big And watch it float away. I didn’t mean to throw it all away.
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Unprotectioned Wanna know the weather? I wanna know your pleasure. Wanna know if you’re desperate. I wanna know how you measure. Wanted to believe That we could play for keeps. You wanna go to Paris? I just wanna go to sleep. And here’s to blessin’ up Here’s to frenemies. Over overflows my cup. It’s only getting deeper. Protect me from what I want. Protect me from who I’m haunting, please.
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What if I Were Emo? Havin’ a breakdown I hope you don’t mind. Readin’ a takedown, I hope you’ve got wine. I knew you would flake out. I saw all the signs. I’m having a breakdown, And it’s so divine. I hope you don’t mind. (I’m gonna do it anyway). We can take a walk About in the grounds. We can make shapes Come out of the clouds. Maybe we can make Some sense to come out. I really like you, but I’m havin’ my doubts. There’s a little too much reality about for me.
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Empty Book 01:14
Empty Book Brain is overflowing Memory is really fucked Read it in a poem: I’m an open empty book. Crawled along the evening, Crawled into an empty room. Crawled along the ceiling And I waited there for you. Brain is overflowing. Memories are really fucked Read it in a poem: I’m an open empty book.
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Simple Song 01:11
Simple Song It’s a simple word. It’s a simple thing. It’s a fuck up I’m gonna do again. It’s a simple word It’s a simple thing. How does it always Fuck up everything in my life? It’s a simple world. It’s a simple life. Want a simple husband. Want a simple wife. Want a simple job. Want a simple fall. Want a simple ending To everything and all. It’s a simple word It’s a simple thing. It’s a simple mistake I’m gonna make again. It’s a simple world. It’s a simple life. Why can’t it be simple Any fucking time?
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released January 17, 2022

with special thanks to lead consultant Paul Haworth.

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